ffs

OMG ffs i dont know whats wrong wiv me i feel soo depresed all the time.
im sick to death of being alive iv thought of suicide so many times and tbh theres nothing stoping me anymore soo the thoughts of suicide are becoming stronger all the time.
Ive also started cutting myself again :/ it helps me get through the times when im feeling down and lonely

well c ya :/

no feelings

feelings suck .. so ive given them up never again will i feel the pain if loosing som1 close or even distant .. so long feelings.

14-3-09 *ugghh* written at 1:00 am couldnt sleep coz i was thinkin about this

well .. ya see theres this girl and .. I like rele like her but i cant tell her how i feel coz id feel wierd around her then. Shes the best girl ever but i cant tell her how i feel. *sigh*. But when i think about it id rather have her in my life as my friend than not at all.
Ffs I duno what to do. im so fucking confused, what the fuck should i do, what can i do. FUCKIN HELL
*ugghh*


well im gonna try and sleep now *SIGH*

13-04-09 -In my hous with Rhi.

Mhmmmm, sat on teh sofa. Having fun. WHAT IS THAT NIGGAH SAYIN!! lulz.Making some people jealous by takin photos, sexy photos. Talking to some pricks on msn, web cam lulz. today .. is a word that present term word that is good :D
i'm goin to take photos now trazz ()_()

today

well i just got back from cornwall with my dad, it was fun as f*ck but im home now so its back to how it was .. sat on my own listening to music :( which makes me sad :'(
it wouldnt be so bad if my mum was still alive :'(.

well thats about it toms over l8er though hes one of my besties
well thats it :L